September 2012
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Weird day.
Lately, my days are as follows:
boyfriend, school, boyfriend, work, boyfriend, sleep. Repeat.
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Mike said something back to me earlier, after I sent the long, sweet text:
Mike: When I feel bad and can’t see anything good about myself you cheer me up. The fact that you like me and say I’ve improved gives me hope I’m not a complete waste :). You treat me better than any girl has treated me in a long time. I’m glad we get to hang out and you sleep over even though it...
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omysam:
i wonder if teachers play the “who’s a virgin” game in their heads in class
oh god
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Sometimes I wonder what Mike thinks about me when I’m not around, when my body and my voice isn’t physically there to influence him. I just wonder what his uninhibited thoughts are of me, because mine of him are so consistent.
And I think it’s weird that he’s my rock, because he’s not very stable. He’s just the sturdiest one I could find. So I wonder what he...
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I’m casually drinking mug after mug of English Breakfast tea, and continuing my reading.
Mike’s feeling off today, and I’m feeling better than I have in weeks, so we had the following conversation:
Mike: Why do you like me? I’m feeling off today :/
Me: Well, I like you even though you make me sore and don’t like to share your cookies with me. Because you kiss my...
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I’ve been reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
I like it. First, I liked it after the first letter because he signs the letters “Love always, Charlie.” I sign literally everything “Love always,” and in 8 months my legal name will be Charlotte, and I’ll go by Charlie. So I just liked it.
Also, I like it because it makes me a little less tired when I read...
“And soulmates are forever, aren’t they?”
Well, maybe. Maybe not.
I’m so, so tired. And also very sore.
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I’m probably not going to talk about the serious things in my life on here for a while.
That said, tonight Harley at work gave me a concussion lol. He insulted me with something he said, and knew it, so he tried to apologize and I told him to get away from me. As I came around a corner, he tackles me into a hug. Nice thought, but his chin slams into the back of my head— I have been...
I feel like at this point in life I’m just faking these little sad smiles to get by, to get people to leave me alone.
I’m so tired of getting fucked over.
I’m so tired of never getting a break.
I’m just so, so tired.
I know I’d never kill myself, because I’m a scaredy cat, but I’m basically done with life. Sure, eventually, something may come along...
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Not having a computer fucking sucks. But, let’s be honest, I’m catching up on a lot of reading :)
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But on a happy note: I need to start saving my money. Because guys. In 8 1/2 months, I get my tattoooo. I’m so excited :D and I think I know what I want on my ribs too… we shall see :)
Sooo last night my computer crashed. I lost everything. Great.
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Been working every day straight for a while now. Also school. Little sleep. Stressful life. My head hurts sooo bad right now. I want chocolate. Omg my head hurts.
Why am I even texting you that was a bad decision.
I don’t like people.
I miss my Mike.
Guys.
In 8.5 months, I’ll be getting my first tattoo.
Guys.
Seriously, had you told me this ANY TIME in the past THREE FUCKING YEARS other than, I don’t know, now? then I would have cared. But at this point I kind of just want you to go away and never see you again.
Seriously you had three years to say something to me, shut the fuck up.
I really don’t suck as bad as I seem like I do. Really. I hope.
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Traded shirts with Mike last night (I gave him his favorite one back, he gave me a different one to sleep in) and I had him put some cologne on it before he gave it to me. And as I’m sitting here his smell is just wafting up to me and it’s nice. He said, “it’s a girl thing,” and laughed at me when I told him to do it, but yea, it is a girl thing lol and I’m...
A Love Story In 22 Pictures
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Best thing I’ve seen today.