August 2012
I just slept for three hours. You know, I don’t work again till Saturday. Lol technically I could sleep until then and no one would need to know. And right now that sounds plausible because my body is torn apart. My muscles are soooo stiff and sore.
I’m gonna get some water and if I can wake up a little I’ll paint a bit. Workin’ on a new one.
It’s kind of a copy...
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Oh my God I am so exhausted and sore. I just ate a ton of Hardee’s, so that was yummy, but gah. I am sooo tired and my legs and back and arms are all killing me omg.
July 2012
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Last night and today with Mike was wonderful. The way we talk, just everything, I have a feeling we’re going to end up getting back together.
Either way. He makes me so happy. Now, I’ve got to go get ready for work.
Honestly, we’re both really lucky to have each other lol.
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Mike's and my relationship (together or not) in a...
Mike: Yea I’m trying to get out of here as soon as possible. I’ll get some Sam Adams. They have this limited edition pack sold only in select stores, the one I had last night. Alcohol-wise, your treatment rivals that of a queen. Btw, if you could pick up a jug of Gatorade, I’d really appreciate it. There’s an ugly dog staring at me while I’m trying to eat…...
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So pretty much for sure seeing Mike later.
I’m really hoping we work things out in two weeks when he gets the new place.
Sigh. Oh well. Pretty good day so far :)
Today needs to be a productive day. Possibly seeing Mike later. I’m trying not to get my hopes up, but he said if he made more than $50 at work (he’s a double) I’d see him. (Long story about why.) Sooo. I’m hoping.
Go to the gym. Done.
Do laundry.
Shower/shave.
Pick up tip out.
Start painting.
Yea that’s a productive day for me. I was gonna add “clean car...
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“Either you die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain.”
– (via saturninefilms)
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“Nothing can wear you out like caring about people.”
– S.E. Hinton (via loveyourchaos)
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It’s 11:04 pm. Does Walmart sell acrylic paint/canvas?
I sure hope so. Going to Walmart, because they’re the only place open.
I need to paint a tree tonight. You know, weird art craving. It happens.
Okay. If I go to sleep, then when I wake up it’ll just be 17 more days.
So I guess I’m just gonna go to sleep.
Sleep, wake up, work, sleep again. That’s my life for 17 more days :p.
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My mom called me this morning to tell me she's...
Okay. My mom is turning into a crazy cat lady.
She was already crazy.
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“When I looked at you, my life made sense. Even the bad things made sense. They...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via natncho)
Fuck this hurts.
I feel sick.
Maybe if I sleep for long enough,
I’ll wake up a different person with a different life
and a different history—
something that hopefully won’t haunt me.
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“It is very sad to me that some people are so intent on leaving their mark on the...”
– John Green (via tyleroakley)
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Things I volunteer myself to do.
So my company does a big 5 week fundraiser every year for St. Jude’s Children Hospital, which I’m sure I’ll be posting about a lot once it starts, and we do tons of events because my boss is really into it.
I volunteered to do a bunch of the events, (particularly the carwash, which my boss said he wants the hostesses to be handling, which we all agreed is because we’ll...
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I tried to go to sleep around one last night. I literally tossed and turned for seven hours. NO sleep. I have a meeting at work at 9:00am, and then I’ve got to come home, shower, and go right back at 1:00pm to be a mid. On no sleep.
I’m gonna die. I’m so far from being a “morning person” it’s not even funny. Especially on no goddamn sleep.
Yawn.
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“Honey, this is what happens when you fall in love. You’re looking at a natural...”
– Janet Fitch (whiteoleanderlove)
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Why do I talk? I shouldn’t talk.
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“What most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things...”
– (via may-yuna)
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“I still think that maybe the “afterlife” is just something we made up to ease...”
– John Green, Looking for Alaska. (via prettyletd0wn)
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Other than that, really good day with Angel today :) Yay :)
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So I found out it wasn't my company that was...
For the first five months I had my job, I’d make my $2.13 an hour plus one percent of tips. Like I got exactly $2.13 times the number of hours I worked put into my bank account. Welp. Looks like making like $600 a month is too much for the government to allow me to make. They had somehow overlooked taxing me all those months, but once I start to make good tip outs, they decide to start...
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