June 2011
Greetings From Prague!
Short post to tell Tumblr I’m still alive, and in the Czech Republic. I’ll be home in four days :D There’s seriously no internet in Europe.
I'm leaving for Europe now. See you in fifteen...
Okay now I just want to cry. I just said goodnight to David and he left, and it’s the last time I’ll see him for 16 days, or talk to him for that matter other than texting him before I get on the plane, and I’m all sad. After spending every possible moment together this week and talking and falling asleep together every day I feel really alone and I don’t want to spend so...
David and I are eating cookie cake that we got for...
I just remembered that this morning he brought me flowers for absolutely no reason.
He’s so sweet it makes me want to cry sometimes.
So,
My baby sister finally graduated. It was sweet. David came, and we cheered really loudly and obnoxiously and then took her out for breakfast.
I cleaned my crab’s cage, gave him a bath, and dropped him off at Marion’s for a little over two weeks.
David and I went back to his house and fell asleep on his couch for a little over two hours. I mean, we were dead asleep and it was really...
Yawn.
David will be here in about 30-45 minutes, and I’m sitting on my bed in a towel on tumblr… And then we’re leaving at like seven to go to my sister’s graduation. Just. I have no idea what to wear, I never washed the dress I was considering. Sigh. I guess I’d better get started.
Well I certainly am a sight.
My hair is all long and thick and wavy and drenched with sweat but it actually looks kind of hot, and I have absolutely no makeup left on and my clothes are all disheveled— well, I took most of them off by now, but you know.
David and I took a little half naked nap in his car before he brought me home. We didn’t do anything more than makeout, but the car was so steamy that by the time...
Sooo
David’s having a bonfire tonight.
Uhm. We’re both exhausted. SO.
David’s downstairs vacuuming and then he’s gonna come upstairs, we’ll take a nap, and then go pick up Matty and Angel and then come back here and be social.
But now, while he vacuums, I’m just you know. Video2Mp3-ing all my music.
David just got here fifteen minutes early and...
It was kind of funny.
Short rant.
I’m really not happy with my family. Ever since I started dating David, they have been treating me like complete shit. They don’t want me going out, they don’t want me seeing anyone, they’ve been yelling at me and calling me names and basically just making me want to cry constantly. Which makes me stay out longer and want to come home less, which makes them treat me worse,...
Ihatemylifeihatemylifeihatemylife.
I hate my mother.
My boyfriend is outside mowing the lawn in the...
Such a good married couple :)
Eventhoughhedoesn’tlistenandisgonnagetstruckbylightning.
“Sever your ties with the landscape, boy. The winter is much too cold.”
Fun Fact:
Love Like Winter was the first song I ever heard by AFI. And hearing it now, I still love it just as much as I did years ago. It reminds me now of a day long ago and a time when I was in love with a man who’s gone now. It fills me with an odd mix of nostalgia, grief, happiness and longing.
I knew the stupid fucker was asleep.
Don’t even like him.
Yes, I'm aware that I'm probably just being...
David hasn’t texted me in more than three hours and he was supposed to pick me up a whileee ago. He was outside working alone so idk I’m just kind of worried. I got Laura to come home, she’s on her way, and she’s gonna drive me over there. He probably just went inside and fell asleep or something I hope.
Aaaaand David just left. I'm going to go collapse...
I made a tiny dent in my room cleaning wise. I...
Fuck. That. Cleaning off my bed. And then crawling into it.
I miss you.
I remember blogging on here about how I was giving you a second chance. I can’t believe we lost each other. I shouldn’t be thinking about this. But you were my best friend. And it was a while ago, but I’m still thinking about it. I just really, really miss you.
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Something I hate time.
I hate when people touch me. I reallyyyy hate when people touch me. I mean, if I initiate it by hugging you, or leaning on you, or something, then it’s okay. And sometimes it’s nice to be offered a hug. But just because you are a guy and I am a girl does not give you the right to touch me anywhere and any way on my body that you please. And when I tell you to stop, and you don’t,...
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I just read one of those chain things and it’s like reblog this and add “in my pants” to the end of the song you’re listening to, and I didn’t feel like reblogging but it was “I Want To Hold Your Hand in my pants.” This amused me.
I'm just miserable right now.
And David fell asleep. Before I could be nice to him. I feel generallyyy horrible and I want to go over to his house and go to sleep with him.
IF FIRE WERE WATER
colferism-:
this is far too mesmerizing not to reblog
At David’s getting eaten by bugs dying and unhappy k shoot me.
I'm in the worst fucking mood ever. I'm about to...
Why is it that I get lectured by my own damn...
Another random thought.
I hate it when people, especially parents, discourage other people’s relationships. My parents have actually told me— let me rephrase that. My mother has actually, actually told me that “it doesn’t matter whether or not you’re faithful to this one, he’s not going to be your last anyway. There are so many men in the world, and you like guys too much to stick to...
Random thought.
When I grow up, if I have kids, I’m going to raise them to speak three languages as best I can. Like, when they’re really little, I’ll explain something to them first in Spanish or Italian, and then in English. Because I don’t like the way people today stumble over words and don’t even try. Like, in a Spanish IV class, a person has heard the word “habla” a...
I want to be a kind and good person. Really, I do....
