April 2011
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FUCK ME.
I forgot to laundry again. This morning I had no clean clothes and had to wear my sister’s all day. That means I gotta get up and go start some. Damn =p
Oh my gosh I am so happy.
Stephen and I just got off the phone after two hours. I’m going to the movies with him and a group of people tomorrow night, and there’s a chance I’ll be hanging out with him on Saturday. I FINISHED MY INDEPENDENT STUDY FTW AND IT’S DONE AND I AM HAPPY. My tummy is all butterfly filled and happy and gah. I need to go to sleep soon. But still....
March 2011
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I'm such a dumbass.
I just started following a guy whose blog was just eh but who I wouldn’t have otherwise followed purely because I enjoy seeing his icon on my dash because he is dead sexy.
I just got home. Stephen broke up with Caroline, so I’ve been trying to comfort her, but she skipped her practice today and went home. I have to go to the dentist in like ten minutes, and I just finished eating an entire tube thingy (you know how two come in a box?) of thin mints. I’m cool. Matty abandoned me today lol, he got lost in a crowd. It was quite distressing. Uhm…...
I knew I'd come home from work to see Matt's post...
hahahaha you did this AGAIN?! oh emmy how i love...
but seriously, you come in my house, eat my cookies, hit me in the balls TWICE, steal
my xbox, and then expect me not to notice you’re still logged in on my computer?
emmy haven’t heard of live and learn? quit making these mistakes <3
i love you though(:
P.s. you owe me big for helping you with steven(:
~matty
“I missed you.”
Watch
dontlosehope-:
JUST CLICK PLAY AND THEN CLICK ON THE PONIES. YOU WON’T REGRET IT.
I wanna play with this forever.
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"Love" pisses me off.
I’m sick of seeing that shit on my dash. Know why?
1. I am never going to stop missing Antonie. And the whole, “I’ll never love again,” “I’d give anything just to see your face again,” all that shit? It doesn’t help. It makes me sick. I KNOW that I’m never going to get over him. I hate seeing that shit and being reminded of it every five...
Do you know how many times I've heard, "Why is it...
My parents. Honestly, they never should have had me. And sometimes I wish they hadn’t. I mean, I’m glad I’m alive. But no one deserves to be born into this family. “Why is it that Laura seems to be the only one of you worthless brats who can ______?!” No matter what the situation. Laura’s the saint. She has been for my entire life. I miss my brother. I...
“All you need is love is a lie, ‘cause we had love but we still said...”
I had the strangest dream.
I mean, I’m used to weird dreams. Because I have some freaky ones. But this one caught me off guard. I don’t remember the bulk of it because that part was whatever. What I do remember was Chris— Jen V’s brother— standing off to one side in his uniform randomly. He was just there the entire time. And towards the end I went up to him and was like hey, why’re you...
“Dude. I’d be on that like rams in heat at a tap dance recital.”
– Laura.
Ah, road trips.
Laura: I hate this GPS. It always tries to kill me.
GPS: Turn right here.
Laura: WE’RE ON A BRIDGE!
Me: Oh my God, it is.
GPS: Recalculting.
Laura: NO!
And now I’m watching the part with CJ and Jared. First of all, do you know how hard it is to play the drums like CJ? Because I do. And gah it’s so impressive, he’s so amazing. And second, I’m now drooling at Jared’s cello playing. Youwillneverunderstand.
I’m watching Brett’s guitar playing from Friday night. (Eventually I’ll get to Jared’s cello.) But gah. I barely know the guy and I’m so proud of him haha.
College post, niggas.
My sister got back from visiting USC— South Carolina, not Cali, though she got accepted there too— last night and she’s decided that that’s where she wants to go. The way she describes it, it sounds perfect for her on one side, but honestly, it sounds chill enough for me haha. She almost chose UVA, and that’s not my style. I may not have to worry about it for a while,...
Fuck me I have to laundry.
I don’t have many clothes to begin with lol. I’ll have an extra $135 soon, but uhm. It’s not like I get to buy things I want/need. It all goes to my “fix that damn car” fund. Fuck me lol.
Me: I wish I’d texted you more yesterday instead of being caught up chilling with Matt and Jake.
Will: Lol I was busy all day yesterday with baseball.
Me: But you texted me in the middle of the afternoon.
Will: We had a water break. Lol I was worried you didn’t get your sweatshirt.
Little things like this are why I love my best friend.
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely...”
– Bob Marley | justan0thergirl (via quote-book)
I have gingersnaps and milk and movies. Why would...
Fuck being social/having a life/losing ten pounds/doing anything today. Today is one of those “I’m going to stay in bed because I motherfucking can” days.
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“I wish I’d never hurt you.”
Good morning =] It's 1:00 pm and I'm making...
“You can’t expect me to know what you want when I don’t even know...”
But this is my personal blog, right?
So I think it’s time I made a post about me. Just me in general. Starting from the beginning. I’ve never really vented about it before, and so Idk if this’ll be really long, or if I’ll get tired of typing. Either way, maybe I’ll feel better.
My name is Emily. My middle name is Clark. I was born in Hollywood, Florida. The day I was born, the doctor’s hand...
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Jared is
undoubtedly the best musician I have ever met, and he amazes me. I am in awe every single time I hear him play, no matter what the instrument.
I wish I could remember what Stephen said last night. Gah I suck.
I’m upset. For no reason. As usual.
I’m doing that thing again where I get disappointed because I’m dumb enough to get my hopes up.
Matt’s sick =/.
Matt’s not gonna rest up and get better because he’s with Jake lol.
I need to erase pictures from my phone, my memory’s almost full...
Just got home from Matty’s. Possibly seeing him tomorrow. They’re rapists. Oh, and on the way over I was attacked by the bird. It scared the crap out of me lol. I’m sleepy, and Stephen’s not texting me. So… I am considering just going to sleep now and feeling refreshed for once, even though I probably won’t.
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DAMMIT. OSU lost last night, Duke lost the night...
So last night, I worked Mr. BPHS until ten pm, then I came home and talked to Stephen until 2am, then I fell asleep, rolled out of bed at 9:45 this morning and went to work, got off at eleven, came home and immediately made Matt scrambled eggs (he’s sick) went over there for an hour or so, came home, showered, and now I’m about to go back over and Jake’s meeting me there. Sooo. I...
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The only mail I get is bills and scholarship...
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Stop! It's shower time!
Sch sch sch, sch sch sch… Yea. Shower time, then getting ready, then going to work theatre for hours on end but enjoying it. Hopefully lol.
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Will is my big brudder :]
He and I got into a fight yesterday and I was really upset. But today he drove me home which he occasionally does even though he NEVER has ANY gas- Today we were belowww the empty line— and I love him lol. I try to do what I can but I’m not gonna be exactly made of cash for a while and he can’t seem to find a job, so I gave him a few dollars and a bunch of change lol. I only had...
“I know you have feelings left somewhere. But they’re all so hard to reach.”
– I Wrote This For You: The Point Past Peak Feelings (via kari-shma)
Ugh I got up early but I had a feeling I didn’t have to. Well, I have a dentist appointment. Sooo. Getting up before seven was pointless.
Ironically,
I haven’t felt warm since Forrest died.
“You were the first girl to randomly show up at brunch and demand to come inside.”
– Matty<3
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I almost don't even want to cheer up anymore...
Okay I really just need to rant about my day for a...
I had a shitty morning. Will was being a dick. I couldn’t stop thinking about Antonie. But I was in a good mood from talking to Zak last night, so it was whatever. WELL. I went to second block and was talking to Matt. And then I was happy. And I went to lunch. And Will treated me like shit. And so I went to third and fourth block and slept. And then I came back and I still felt shitty. And...
I'm exhausted. But =].
I was up until 1:00am working on my oral history project. I hope I present tomorrowww so I can make it better. I was talking to Zak almost the entire time. He’s so adorable. He fell asleep again though. Ironically, right when I asked if he was tired haha. Oh well =]. Matt’s birthday’s coming up. It’s not till April 19 and his party isn’t until April 23, but Angel and...
