December 2011
Off to bed! Note to self: Search Rebecca’s Transit tag in the morning.
@ Rebecca:
My jealousy knows no bounds >:(. When was this?? That’s amazing haha
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This chick is obsessed with my boyfriend, and it's...
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I'm going to marry Transit.
Just so you all know.
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sec0ndary:
My cousin just posted this on Facebook about her 7 year old son. It almost made me cry with how sweet it is.
Zachary brought home an “If I were president” project he did in school, and on his ribbon he wrote “If I were president…I would save people from pneumonia. I would save people from cancer. I would give people who are lonely a cat or dog. I would give people a home who don’t...
My lower abs hurt SO BAD. I think I’m straining/ripping the muscles from working them too hard. If only my lower abs felt that way…
IAMSOTHIRSTY. I’ve been drinking constantly lately, but it seems like I can’t POSSIBLY get enough to drink.
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I wrapped my first present of the season!
Other than the ones for charity lol. This one is David’s sweater that I ordered him. It’s so cute. He already knows what it is, but I don’t care, it’ll be nice for him to have something to open at my house (he’ll have like 4 other things, too, PLUS my mom actually did something NICE for once and got him a stocking and we’re gonna fill it for him :) Which makes...
November 2011
I finished my Christmas list :)
My mom’s been nagging me. I usually just wants money, but she obviously wants stuff for me to open with the family lol. But making a list is hard for me, because I’m one of those people who’d rather just have money to spare. Or photography items. (But she JUST bought me a $600 lens, so I’m not about to ask for photography stuff for a bit.)
I asked for:
African Drums. I...
Omg I’m such a fatass. I have no control. I hate myself. David gets off work at 9:30? Working out until then. Possible later, if I can convince him that I “just started” right before he got off.
I am so fucking fat.
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Fun Fact:
Whenever I’ve thought of it, I’ve always thought that when I have kids I just want one boy.
But I’ve been thinking about it, and I would loveee twins. Like a boy and a girl, or identical boys. That’d just be awesome.
Just something I’ve been thinking.
EDIT: Oh and obviously I want to adopt an Asian (probably Filipino or Chinese, but possibly Japanese) little girl...
I'm gonna lounge for a while and watch 1990s...
Then I’ll work out, homework, work out, homework, work out.
Tomorrow: Fasting.
I feel bad,
because for once my cats were actually being good, but I kicked them out of my room because they have flea treatment on them.
I'm disgusted.
This morning, at school, I ate a 400 calorie muffin. 400 calories! Do you know how much food I could have had for 400 calories?? And that plus my breakfast (which was tea and a breakfast bar, and equaled 120) put me 20 over my limit. And just now I ate another 190 calories. So right now I’m at 710 calories when I didn’t wanna go over 500. Ugh. I am disgusted with myself.
I’ll be...
I don’t want to go to class. I want to sit at home and do nothing but watch movies and play video games all day. I wish it was snowing.
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My mommy woke me up early and made me tea.
This is rare. I think she felt bad for being rude to me lately because she was super nice and said she loved me..
It’s good tea. I also had a 90 calorie brownie, because it’s yummy.
Ha. Wanna know why I likeeee the VS fashion show? (Even though I didn’t watch, I googled pics because they always look so cool. I <3 creativity lol) Because it motivates me to starve/work out even more, not because I want to be thin like them (even though I do want to be thin) but because I want smaller boobs so that I can buy the cute colorful bras the smaller girls can buy. If you...
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I have to:
Pee.
Print my homework and figure out what I still need to get done.
Work out.
Drink water and lots of it.
Then maybe I’ll go to sleep.
am i the only one tht wants her boobs to dissaper...
^^^ I AM NOT ALONE.
So, MATT, DAVID, DOUG, ALL OF YOU. Shut the fuck up.
I’m moving so slow on my history homework, and I still have a bunch left. On top of that, I’m not going to bed until I do a full workout.
IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO TURN OFF AUTOCORRECT ON A...
About to kill.
What keeps me from binging:
It’s that, yes, I know that my favorite foods are in the kitchen. And yes, I could go down there RIGHT NOW and ruin everything I’ve accomplished so far. (I reached one of my goal weights today!) But I don’t because then I think, I can still have all of that stuff, because they’re not unhealthy things, if I spread it out. Yea, I can’t have...
OKAY.
Doing my workouts now :) Because they’re right, and I feel full when I work out anyway.
30 minute power nap.
Then calling David to wake us both up, doing homework, and after that working out. 1/2 a pack of Raman for dinner tonight, probably. Unless I stop feeling hungry :p.
EDIT: Or I might just splurge and wait until late, when I can’t stand the hunger, and have a hot chocolate. Fewer calories than the Raman anyway.
My parents got a Charlie Brown soundtrack CD.
Don’t get me wrong, I love Charlie Brown, and the music, as much as the next person. I do NOT love listening to every song on the show/movies over. and over. and over. and over again.
Omg banging my head against a wall.
I finished wrapping presents for Letters To Santa...
After school :) They look so nice all wrapped :) I hope the boys like them.
Wrapping presents, especially for charity, always gets me in a Christmassy mood :)
The Mothers' Day Rugrats episode makes me cry.
Poor Chuckie D:
I am very dissatisfied. →
^^ Farmers’ Almanac forecast for this winter for my region. YUCK.
